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| Orbs on Halloween in Tucson, 2009 (photo by Ginny Moss) |
Towards the end of her life, Elizabeth Kubler Ross, the author of "On Death And Dying", believed there was no death, only transformation from the physical to other states of being. As a member of IANDS (International Association of Near Death Studies)**, and having heard quite a few speakers discuss their experiences, I have come to agree. That, and the many personal experiences I've had (not an NDE, however).
This is a time to remember those we've lost, and times that have passed, and this is a journal, so I felt like telling a "ghost story" of my own. It's sad that the people who most need to hear are closed to it.
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| Orbs in night sky at my house (2011) |
In 2008 my brother, Glenn, had a massive brain stem stroke. He is brain dead, and because he left no living will, he is sustained entirely by life support - a machine breathes for him, another one drips nutrients. He's not there. But because my mother and other brother will not allow it, I am unable to remove life support and allow him to die with dignity. And so it continues, and they visit him, continually grieving, and of course, any discussion about my "metaphysical ideas" is out of the question. So I've had to accept the situation, and I have also consulted a medium, whose reading seemed both accurate and comforting in that she said he had "crossed over" and was at peace.
So here's my story. Last year I renovated my mother's house, because I needed to rent rooms, as my mother is now in assisted living. My brother's room had a closet where he kept his gun collection, and I didn't have a key for it because my other brother, David, who lives in California, insisted on keeping them in the house for sentimental reasons. To me, Glenn's guns represented the unhappiness and fearfulness he lived with the last years of his life, and getting rid of them seemed like a way to transform that negativity for his spirit. I didn't have the key (but I tried the lock numerous times) - so I figured I'd put off the issue for the time being. But I did renovate his room, replacing the floor, and purposefully painting it sky blue, which symbolized spiritual freedom and expansion.
As I was painting sky blue around the closet door it very gently opened! I stood there with my mouth open as well, and then I took out the guns in the closet, went to a local gun shop, sold them, and sent the money to several charities for children, as well as sponsoring a little girl in Nepal with PLAN International for my brother, transforming all that sad energy into helping children. Which I think he knew I would do, and I am certain that's why the closet opened............his way of letting me know it was fine. And I believe he is fine too. Not his body, but his spirit.
About Orbs (above) - if they are just "dust motes" on the camera, how do you explain the way the orbs in the top picture recede into the distance? To see more of the amazing Orb Photos (and art) of Ginny Rothwell visit this link.
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| Blue Orb, taken by Charles Spillar, at my house, 2011. Charlie asked for "a colored orb" before he took the picture. It seems they obliged him. |
