Monday, October 3, 2016
Circle Studio...........Opens its Doors!
Finally finished my long (and expensive) project this summer. A space on my property (in central Tucson) where I can teach small (up to 7) classes and workshops, where others can also offer small classes or workshops (including writers retreats). A space for small weekend exhibits, and not just my own work. A space for retreat groups to use, and I can offer then housing for their retreats at my rooms and casita. A space to fill with creative energy.
I, and many artists, can no longer afford to rent storefronts and warehouses to have have the innovative galleries and arts districts I remember from other times - in other cities where I lived, among them New York and the Bay Area, and even in Tucson. Tucson's art district is mighty slim compared to what it once was, even though the population has doubled in the years since I first came here - all thanks to gentrification and real estate speculation. There are a lot more restaurants and wine bars, a whole lot less galleries, althernative bookstores, etc. So, a number of us have decided to just "get off the grid", and turn our homes, gardens, back yards, etc. into spaces to share our work. A friend of mine, for example, who is a playright has turned her carport into a sometimes theatre, and "The Carport Theatre" stages productions about 3 times a year.
Yesterday friends came by and we had a bit of a "Consecration" party for the space, so it can begin to manifest creativity, conversation, abundance, and friendship, and the grace of the Goddess, Creator, and Spirit. A place where it can.........Circulate. Circle Studio!
Labels:
Art Workshops,
Circle Studio. Lauren Raine,
Goddess,
Retreats
Saturday, October 1, 2016
Bill Murrey's Wisdom
what it's like to be you
is if you work your best at being you
as often as you can,
and keep reminding yourself:
That's where home is."
Bill Murrey
Wednesday, September 28, 2016
The "Oracular" in Art Process......
This started out as a journal, but somehow it's become quite political, and I feel at least today like pulling it back to it's original introspective intent.
Here's a very old drawing I found, which of course I completely forgot about. I did it when I was just 20 years old. It's not particularly good, but from the perspective of 45 years later, it reads to me like a prophetic page in the book of my life, and the reason I'm sharing this little story is not so much about the content of my personal story, but the way it illustrates the seamlessness and timelessness that we can touch when we are in creative (and mythic) mind space, which is also where the "oracular" can be seen. There are themes......
I didn't know much when I was 20 years old but I loved to draw. I had not yet encountered feminism, let alone eco-feminism, Goddess spirituality, patriarchy, the Chalice and the Blade, Lilith, etc. In fact, most of that was still underground and yet to evolve into the public eye. Those forces were fermenting. I had encountered the story of St. George and the Dragon, which is what this drawing was supposed to be about.
At the time I was living with my first boyfriend, and the face of George is clearly him! I still remember his angry, bullying face. He used to hit and humiliate me, classic abusive behavior, and after I left him I began the psychological quest to selfhood that most women have to make when leaving such a relationship..........back then the path to understanding and empowerment was not so clear, or so available. I am fortunate that I lived in Northern California, where the second wave of feminism was making its mark, and "consciousness raising groups" were becoming available, along with the early women's shelters.
The face of "St. George" was, although I had no such language for it, the face of patriarchal domination, which was personally playing out in my life and indoctrination, as well as universally.
But looking at this strange drawing, what was the "Dragon" all about? What a sad face that dragon has, not really fierce at all! And it rises from depths in the earth. Behind George is a barren kind of landscape, but behind the dragon, rising from the dark as the dragon seems to rise from the below, are all kinds of foliage, plants, flowers, the abundance and vitality of nature.
It was years later that I learned about symbolism of earlier Goddess cultures, the importance of the snake/dragon as a universal symbol of the Goddess Earth Mother, the Shakti, the Kundalini force, and the moving forces of nature ("Dragon Lines") often represented (as in Celtic art for example) as snakes. Perhaps the "slaying of the dragon", like "St. Patrick driving the snakes out of Ireland" was an intuiting of the loss of an earlier pagan reverence for the earth and the divine feminine. What Celtic Bard Robin Williamson spoke of as
"older yet and lovelier far, this Mystery...........and I will not forget."
I don't know if we can all say that we have (or haven't) "found our life work". I believe we can have a number of "life works", among them things we have to learn to do our soul making, and these might just as aptly be called "life themes". But looking back at touchstones in my own life, I see that the Goddess has always been with me, that if I contributed to anything significant in my life, it was my participation in the great wave of women (and men) who have sought to bring about the Return of the Goddess, with all that means, from women's rights to uncovering the deeply buried past and understanding the lost and buried mythos and overlay hidden underneath the veneer of patriarchal religion culture.
And the muses can be Sybils. In fact, the Oracle of Delphi was called......... "the Pythoness"!
Labels:
art process,
Goddess spirituality,
life loops,
Synchronicities
Tuesday, September 27, 2016
"Balance" from the Rainbow Bridge Oracle
I have always loved this Angel, which I painted a long time ago, and it being just past the Equinox, I felt like sharing the Angel again, along with the text from my Divination Deck, the Rainbow Bridge Oracle.
BALANCING ACTDancing to Shiva's musicwe dance our oppositionsinto legends of hate and love,light and darkgood and evil.
Choiceless and willful,we return, again and againto a deeper need for Balanceto renewrites of reconciliation
with self, soil, friend and foeagain and againseeing, at last,at last,before we forget,again and againthat reconciliation is beyond balance.
A labyrinth.And at the center, labrysthe butterfly's shape.Whole, winged.
In the traditional Tarot, this card was called Temperance. In my own interpretation, the androgynous Angel of Balance holds two cups, dark and light, pouring water into each, representing the energy of a continual exchange of opposites. The "rainbow bridge" issues from this exchange, which can be viewed as the practice of creating spiritual Balance. In addition to the meaning of temperance or moderation, this card can be interpreted as symbolizing the blending of opposites.
The rainbow is the visible spectrum of the whole of white light. The rainbow may symbolize the "rainbow bridge of the chakras", which in Hindu philosophy represents the different energy and perceptive systems of the human subtle body. Balancing the Chakras is to balance the energy system If you've chosen this card, continue to develop this virtue and insight in your life. Reversed: You are out of balance, and must seek ways now to bring about harmony, be it physically, psychologically, or even socially.
The Rainbow Bridge Card Deck may be veiwed and ordered:
To purchase the accompanying book visit:
THE RAINBOW BRIDGE ORACLE: A Divination System
All artwork is copyright Lauren Raine MFA (2012)
Saturday, September 24, 2016
Persephone: Goddess of the Equinox
Persephone (2016) |
Persephone, it seems to me, is truly the Goddess of the Equinoxes, because She is both symbol of spring and life's renewal when she returns to her mother Demeter at the turning of the seasonal Wheel, and she is also Goddess of death, wife of Hades, and Queen of the Underworld in the ending and dormant times of turning of the wheel.
Having said this, I allow myself here to move out of the great universal language of archetype, and will get a bit personal. The truth of life in nature is that everything is changing, everything dies to become something else, or at least, make way for something else. As beings embedded in nature, this is true of us as well, whether we like it or not. The summer ends, and as we feast on the delightful fruits and breads of the harvest, we barely notice, indeed, deny, the slow creep of winter. And yet that beautiful, or horrific, or both, Leveler is already advancing over the horizon, implacable and indifferent. Both Demeter and Hades have jobs to do.
This is true of nature, this is true of biological life, and by golly, it's true of our psyches as well. When Persephone calls, I believe in listening to what She has to say, whether it occurs in the bright lit flowering fields, or is a painful cry echoing from caverns deep in the Underworld. And that is the point at which Hecate appears with her torch (but that is another story).
We all love the Song of Persephone in the spring, the song that tells us "this is the time to BE", to feel the honey sun on your shoulders, to love, to move away from the lonely tunnels of the mind and into the great Conversation of the fields, of the planet.
When Persephone calls from the caverns, not so easy. Recently I had a meltdown from out of seemingly "know where". All of a sudden, I couldn't sleep, found my face full of tears that would not emerge from my eyes, was angry, very angry, and having just completed a massive project building a studio, wanted nothing more than to jump into my car and drive east and just keep going, free. I didn't, but I really, really wanted to. I decided doing such a thing was very ill advised, although I'm not opposed to such trips when the necessity arises, but I did allow myself to go a bit crazy. I allowed myself to have those feelings, to walk in the desert, to drink too much, to be educated by the process of their arising. That's one of those "calls from the deep" that must be heard, no matter how uncomfortable. You try to discover the language and content of that dark song too, what you need to know to become more fully human, what the soul is trying to tell you. You don't "transcend" the voice of Persephone, you mature and change, you keep on moving.
This is Persephone's time of Balance, of Equinox, Her Integral being. Which moving away from psychological jargon simply means realizing that we must, somehow, say "yes" to all of it, and keep moving, keep dancing the light and shadow dance. Persephone will dance with us, will educate, if one can only accept this Moving Point of Balance.
We are all, in the final analysis, Wanderers.
"Pesephone II" 2016 |
by Louise Glück,
In the first version, Persephone
is taken from her mother
and the goddess of the earth
punishes the earth—this is
consistent with what we know of human behavior,
that human beings take profound satisfaction
in doing harm, particularly
unconscious harm:
we may call this
negative creation.
I am not certain I will
keep this word: is earth
“home” to Persephone? Is she at home, conceivably,
in the bed of the god? Is she
at home nowhere? Is she
a born wanderer, in other words
an existential
replica of her own mother, less
hamstrung by ideas of causality?
You are allowed to like
no one, you know. The characters
are not people.
They are aspects of a dilemma or conflict.
Three parts: just as the soul is divided,
ego, superego, id. Likewise
the three levels of the known world,
a kind of diagram that separates
heaven from earth from hell.
You must ask yourself:
where is it snowing?
White of forgetfulness,
of desecration—
It is snowing on earth; the cold wind says
Persephone is having sex in hell.
Unlike the rest of us, she doesn’t know
what winter is, only that
she is what causes it.
She is lying in the bed of Hades.
What is in her mind?
Is she afraid? Has something
blotted out the idea
of mind?
She does know the earth
is run by mothers, this much
is certain. She also knows
she is not what is called
a girl any longer. Regarding
incarceration, she believes
she has been a prisoner since she has been a daughter.
The terrible reunions in store for her
will take up the rest of her life.
When the passion for expiation
is chronic, fierce, you do not choose
the way you live. You do not live;
you are not allowed to die.
You drift between earth and death
which seem, finally,
strangely alike. Scholars tell us
that there is no point in knowing what you want
when the forces contending over you
could kill you.
White of forgetfulness,
white of safety—
They say
there is a rift in the human soul
which was not constructed to belong
entirely to life. Earth
asks us to deny this rift, a threat
disguised as suggestion—
as we have seen
in the tale of Persephone
which should be read
as an argument between the mother and the lover—
the daughter is just meat.
When death confronts her, she has never seen
the meadow without the daisies.
Suddenly she is no longer
singing her maidenly songs
about her mother’s
beauty and fecundity. Where
the rift is, the break is.
Song of the earth,
song of the mythic vision of eternal life—
My soul
shattered with the strain
of trying to belong to earth—
What will you do,
when it is your turn in the field with the god?
“Persephone the Wanderer” from Averno by Louise Glück.
Copyright © 2006 by Louise Glück.
Sunday, September 18, 2016
INVOCATION for Mabon
Brushwood 2016 by Theresa Guzman |
You that create the diversity of the forms:
Open to my words
You that divide it and multiply it
Hear my sounds
Ancient associates and fellow wanderers
You that move the heart in fur and scale
I join with you
You that sing bright and subtle
Making shapes
that my throat cannot tell
You that harden the horn
And make quick the eye
Making shapes
that my throat cannot tell
You that harden the horn
And make quick the eye
You that run the fast fox
and the zigzag fly
You sizeless makers of the mole
And of the whale
aid me and I will aid you
and the zigzag fly
You sizeless makers of the mole
And of the whale
aid me and I will aid you
I make a blood pact with you
You that lift the blossom
and the green branch
You who make symmetries more true
Who dance in slower time
and the green branch
You who make symmetries more true
Who dance in slower time
Who watch the patterns
You rough coated
Who eat water
Who stretch deep and high
With your green blood
My red blood
With your green blood
My red blood
let it be mingled
I call upon you
You who are unconfined
Who have no shape
Who are not seen
Who have no shape
Who are not seen
But only in your action
I will call upon you
I will call upon you
You who have no depth
But choose direction
Who bring what is willed
That you blow love
upon the summers of my loved ones
That you blow summers
upon those loves of my love
Aid me and I will aid you
That you blow love
upon the summers of my loved ones
That you blow summers
upon those loves of my love
Aid me and I will aid you
I make a pact with you
You who are the liquid
Of the waters
And the spark of the flame:
I call upon you
And guard the growth of the growing things
I make peace with you
You who are the blueness of the blue sky
And the wrath of the storm
I take the cup with you
And the wrath of the storm
I take the cup with you
Earth shakers
And with you
the sharp and the hollow hills
I make reverence to you
the sharp and the hollow hills
I make reverence to you
Round wakefulness
We call the Earth
I make wide eyes to you
You who are awake
Every created thing
both solid and sleepy
Or airy light,
I weave colors 'round you
You who will come with me
I will consider it Beauty
I will consider it
Beauty, beauty
Published by WARLOCK MUSIC, LTD.
Wednesday, September 14, 2016
Sophia Speaks - the Veil
Back in 2003, just before the invasion of Iraq, I directed a performance at the Black Box Theatre in Oakland, California. Included in that event was a ritual dedicated to Hagia Sophia, the Feminine Face of God in early Christianity, to pray for the arising of the Great Mother, to pray for Peace.
Our event closed with a meditation in the dark, and when the lights came on they beheld Ann Waters aspecting the Goddess Sophia, the light rising from chaos and darkness. I shall never forget the power of that.
And also the power of this extraordinary music/poem by the Bay Area group The Veil.
https://youtu.be/8Cy0AKVkMKM
Labels:
Gnostic Christianity. poetry,
Goddess,
ritual theatre,
Sophia
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