Sunday, January 29, 2023
Imbolc: Bridgit's Day
Friday, January 20, 2023
Spirits of Place
"I experienced contact with something or someone sentient and much greater than my individual self. I had experienced contact, even momentary communion, with the "essence" of what could be called a transpersonal presence. Afterwards I was told by the local shaman or caretaker that I had met with the guardian spirit of the place.....Pilgrim Martin Gray described a (similar) unification experience he had while attending a Shinto religious festival."
Debra D. Carroll "From Huacas to Mesas"
DIALOGUES WITH THE LIVING EARTH, James and Roberta Swan (1989)
I have been thinking, as I often do, about the "numinous", the intelligence of the life around us, whether we walk in a forest, the desert, or simply, as I do, talk to my plants each morning, asking them what they are doing and admiring them. They don't exactly answer in English, but they do let me know what's going on.
Following this thought stream, I felt like sharing a story, and the writings of Martin Gray, who spent some twenty years of his life visiting sacred places around the world as a pilgrim. His life, in truth, has been one of pilgrimage. I take the liberty of sharing below an article from his amazing book, SACRED EARTH.**
I myself have experienced things "paranormal" at places of power, including heightened energy, dowsing rods that go crazy, orbs, strange photographs, dreams, and other phenomena. When I climbed the Tor in Glastonbury, all my photos were infused with violet light.....which is the color associated with the Lady of Avalon. My camera hasn't taken "purple photos" before or since. For days after visiting Avebury I was "blissed out", and had the most wonderful dreams.
I remember when I was living with with my former husband in upstate New York in the 90's. Where we lived was a rural area rapidly being built up with industry. One of the mysterious places in the area, to me, was a field I used to visit. To get to that field, which bordered our property, one had to go through a kind of obstacle course - you crossed an old stone wall, immediately ran into a rusted barbed wire fence, and then tramped through a barrier of poison ivy, grape vines and small trees.
Braving all of this, a beautiful field appeared. Bordered on all sides by trees, you could stand there in the tall grass, or the snow, and see nothing of the warehouses or homes nearby. It felt, oddly, as if it was somehow protected, as if you entered a special, quiet, mysterious place. The land had obviously once been worked, but it had been left fallow for many years, and in the center of the field, if you looked, was a "fairy circle". Small trees, bushes, even tall grasses formed a surprisingly visible circle. With my divining rods, I found there was a ley crossing in that exact spot - the rod "helicoptered" and whirled.
My Ex and I were actively involved in Earth based spiritual practices, and he facilitated a men's group. One night when the moon was full the group, energized by drumming, decided to visit the field. There was snow on the ground, and as the young men strode to the stone wall, something pushed two of them into the snow! Being young, they got up and thundered forward - and something pushed both of them backwards, again. They fell on their behinds in the snow! This (I was told) was enough strangeness for everyone, and the group turned around and went home. The next day, he and I I took offerings to the edge of the field.
Sensitivity follows intention, and perhaps, had I not been practicing an Earth based religion, I would not have had that experience. The voices of the land are subtle, and we must prepare ourselves to listen. The tragedy is that the Earth is speaking to us all the time, and the forces of modernity, moving faster and faster and faster, make us ever more deaf to the subtle Voices of the land.
by Martin Gray
Sages and seers from antiquity have repeatedly remarked that the dimension we see with our physical eyes is not the only dimension of existence. Many other realms exist and within them a variety of beings, spirits, energies and entities. Traditional peoples the world over have spoken of the existence of these presences, calling them such names as elves, gnomes, leprechauns, devas, fairies, genies and ghosts.
Since time immemorial humans have sought contact with these unseen forces. Shamanic practitioners communicate with the spirits of animals, ancestors and the plant world. Psychics, clairvoyants and mediums conduct séances to speak with entities from nonvisible realms. Religious mystics affirm the presence of angels, deities and other heavenly beings. Whatever we choose to call these entities, and however we attempt to explain them, it is certain that something mysterious is happening in dimensions other than those perceptible by our normal senses of sight, hearing, touch and smell.
These mysterious presences seem to be especially concentrated at the power places and sacred sites. In some holy places, particularly those of remote forest and desert tribes, these unseen presences are the sole focus of ritual activities. No Christian church or Buddhist temple will be found there, only a small shrine indicating the abode of some nature spirit. In the world's more celebrated pilgrimage shrines, these presences receive less acknowledgment than the primary religious deities. While the presence of the unseen forces usually long precedes the arrival of the historical religion that now maintains the pilgrimage shrine, those forces are frequently denied, dismissed, demonized or given only marginal importance. In the temples of Burma where we find great monuments to the Buddhist faith surrounded by small shrines dedicated to a host of pre-Buddhist spirits called Nats. In the Christian churches of Europe, Britain and Ireland flow springs long ago dedicated to pagan earth goddesses. And in the courtyards of enormous south Indian temples stand numerous small shrines housing various spirits called yakshas, nagas and asuras.
These unseen forces may affect pilgrims without their having any knowledge of the forces, or they may purposely be summoned to appear by the performance of ritual actions and invocations. Traditional rituals practiced at many shrines are potent, time-honored methods for invoking various spirit forces. Such methods are not the only way to summon the mysterious powers. Focused mental intention is an effective method of invocation, and prayer and meditation are the tools of spirit communication.
It is beneficial to first learn something about the nature or character of the spirit entities that inhabit a sacred site. Reading guidebooks concerning the mythology and archaeology of the site or questioning shrine administrators and priests are good approaches. The unseen forces will be described in terms such as spirits, devas or angels. These terms are simply metaphors for the actual character or personality of the forces. These terms also serve as metaphorical representations indicating how the forces will psychologically and physiologically affect human beings. Next, carefully consider the character of the unseen forces dwelling at a sacred site - this important point should not be lightly dismissed. Those forces may have either beneficial or disturbing effects on different people. Invocation of unseen forces at sacred sites is a powerful practice. It is important to exercise caution lest unwanted forces be admitted into an individual's personal energy field.
Martin Gray
Martin Gray
** Sacred Earth is written and photographed by Martin Gray and is the culmination of twenty-five years of travel to hundreds of sacred sites in more than one hundred countries. Gray’s stunning photographs and fascinating text provide unique insight into why these powerful holy places are the most venerated and visited sites on the entire planet. Maps adapted from the National Geographic Society show the locations of all the sites presented, and a thorough appendix includes a comprehensive list of over 500 of the world’s sacred sites. The book can be purchased from the author on his website: www.sacredsites.com
Saturday, January 7, 2023
"Spider Woman's Hands"...... New Revision of Book
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Some thoughts on Spider Woman:
From Eric Neumann The Great Mother: An Analysis of the Archetype:
"The primordial mystery of weaving and spinning has also been experienced in projection upon the Great Mother who weaves the web of life and spins the threads of fate…."
From Susanne F. Finscher Creating
Mandalas For Insight, Healing, and Self-Expression:
"The web is an archetypal symbol of the weaving that brings form into being."
From Robert Johnson Ecstacy:
Understanding the Psychology of Joy
"The spider and her web is a rudimentary mandala and represents the energy source from which an evolved mandala springs"
From Joan Kellogg The
Meaning of Color and Shape in Mandalas
"If the web in your mandala is complete and firmly attached to the circle of the mandala, you have the necessary resolve to carry through on your latest initiative"
Wednesday, December 28, 2022
Spider Woman Icon
And then, of course, because I no longer had a single copy of my (limited edition) book SPIDER WOMAN'S HANDS, I had to go back into the program and revise and add to the book so I can re-publish a new, better, updated copy! Which, I am also proud to say, is almost finished. It's not exactly a best seller, but the book is important to me, and archives and tells the story of my 5 year journey on the "Trail of Spider Woman". I think some of the stories (and art) in there is beautiful.
So much so that I am taking the liberty of copying below the article I did on Spider Woman from my website. I think I wrote it back in 2010 or so. Below also is a photo from a performance called "Spider Woman Speaks" in which Morgana Canady wove Spider Woman's Web with an audience of about 300. One of the most magical performances I have ever been privileged to participate in, from "Restoring the Balance" (2004).
Why is the Great Web, and this rather obscure but very ubiquitous Native American Deity important, especially for our time? Because She represents the interdependency, the essential Oneness of everything! She is timeless, a great archetypal Presence. This is the paradigm we, as a global humanity, need to evolve to.
Sometimes I feel like one of those crazy prophets, wandering around repeating myself over and over. Well, that's the problem with Visions and Visitations in a very fast paced world.......... you have to keep repeating yourself over and over, because they won't just go away. So any who may read this, forgive me for being repetitious. But it is my continuing truth and inspiration.................
“What might we see, how might we act, if we saw with a webbed vision? The world seen through a web of relationships…as delicate as spider’s silk, yet strong enough to hang a bridge on. " Catherine Keller, From a Broken Web (1989)
Pueblo mythology tells that when each of the 3 previous worlds ended, it was Spider Woman who led the people through the sipapu, the kiva (or birth canal) into the next world. Now, according to the Hopi calendar, a new age has once again begun. And surely, once again, Spider Woman, the midwife/creatrix has returned to point the way.
"We do not need to invent a ground of connectedness, but only to realize it. Inter-relatedness has been experientially grasped in myriad cultural contexts - yet the force of modernity continually denies and degrades it."Charlene Spretnak, The Politics of Women's Spirituality (1993)
"The question is not so much "What do I learn from stories" as "What stories do I want to live?"David R. Loy, "The World is Made of Stories"
Spider Woman is ubiquitous throughout the Americas, found among the Maya, Pueblo and Navajo mythology, and among the pre-historic "Mound builders", the Mississippian cultures as well. There is evidence that the earliest Spider Woman was found among the Maya, where she is identified as the Earth Mother. I find this ancient myth a profound metaphor for our time, a symbol that can encompass ecology, community, theology, integral conciousness studies, and quantum physics.
“Spider Woman was the first to weave. Her techniques and patterns have stood the test of time, or more properly, the test of timelessness – because they have always been present. It makes sense that one would follow the instructions of a deity who helped form the underlying structure of the world in which one lives...........Weaving is, from that perspective, not an act in which one creates something oneself – it is an act in which one uncovers a pattern that was already there.”
From her very being, the Spider spins silken, transparent threads that she organizes into the patterned symmetry of an ever-expanding Web. Tse Che Nako weaves, sharing this precious creative power with all of her Relations. With contemporary resonance, science now suggests that we live in a “thought universe” in which all forms of consciousness and living beings, as well as phenomena, are infinitely interconnected, interdependent, entangled, and responsive.
“Tse Che Nako, Thought-Woman, the Spider,is sitting in her room thinking of a story now -I'm telling you the story she is thinking. “
Keresan Pueblo proverb**
A spiritual paradigm is founded upon mythic roots. Following the metaphor theologian Katherine Keller has provided: if we can find models that allow us to vision our world as it really is – a shimmering web of interconnected relationships – if we can see truly the world "with a webbed vision”…….then how, indeed, might we act?
Some Navajos still rub a bit of spider web into the hands of newborn female babies so the they will be blessed by Spider Woman and become good weavers. May we all "rub a bit of Spider Web" into the palms of our hands as well as we set to the tasks before us.
Loftin, John D.; Religion and Hopi Life, Second Edition, Indiana University Press, 2003
Loy, David: The World is Made of Stories, Wisdom Publications, 2010
Patterson-Rudolph, Carol: On the Trail of Spider Woman: Petroglyphs, Pictographs, and Myths of the Southwest, 1998, Ancient City Press (** quote from her book)
Spretnak, Charlene: The Politics of Women's Spirituality: Essays by Founding Mothers of the Movement, Edited by Charlene Spretnak, Anchor Books, 1982
Saturday, December 24, 2022
Silence.............
by Pablo Neruda
and we will all keep still.
let’s not speak in any language;
let’s stop for one second,
and not move our arms so much.
without rush, without engines;
we would all be together
in a sudden strangeness.
would not harm whales
and the man gathering salt
would look at his hurt hands.
wars with gas, wars with fire,
victories with no survivors,
would put on clean clothes
and walk about with their brothers
in the shade, doing nothing.
with total inactivity.
Life is what it is about;
I want no truck with death.
about keeping our lives moving,
and for once could do nothing,
perhaps a huge silence
might interrupt this sadness
of never understanding ourselves
and of threatening ourselves with death.
Perhaps the earth can teach us
as when everything seems dead
and later proves to be alive.
and you keep quiet and I will go.
* A personal note: I found all these photos from a visit in 2012 of some of the places I loved, and lived by, in California. For some reason, I took photos of my shadow. Sometimes it occurs to me that I am always waving both Hello and Goodbye, to the beauty of World. Or perhaps they are gestures of gratitude.............yes, I think that is what they were. Sometimes it takes aloneness, and quietude, to allow your shadow to speak to the World for you.
Wednesday, December 14, 2022
Again, at Last........the Winter Solstice!
Sunday, December 4, 2022
Doris Lessing and Synchronicity
"Past Desire, Hope or Time, I rest in You, a Seed" (November, 1993) |
November, for me, is the month of Going-Into-The-Dark, of Gestation, Incubation, and spinning the Cocoon of winter, down there among the roots. One is not thinking now about whatever kind of winged creature may ultimately emerge in the Spring. One just stops, and lets the cocoon develop. At the Roots.
I love November, although it is, for most, the least desireable of months. No brilliant chorales of leaves and apple harvests or pumpkins, and no Solstice Holy Days either, wreathes and lights and gifts, the beauty of deep snow. Just the Ides of November, the intensity of increasing Darkness, the approach of winter.
For me, it's that long awaited time of inner quietude that the soul can receed into, like roots that go down into the dark dirt, like fallen leaves, brown and composting now, joining the secret life of the soil.
Having made this poetic introduction, I wanted to share again this reflection and story from a decade ago, which I re-membered as I lay in the dark in my blankets this morning. I still think it was a great gift, a page from my personal "book of common miracles". Worth recalling, maybe worth re-telling as well.
November 29, 2011
Writers are often asked "How do you write?" But the essential question is: "Have you found a space, that empty space, which should surround you when you write?" Into that space, which is like a form of listening, of attention, will come the words, the words your characters will speak, ideas - inspiration. If a writer cannot find this space, then poems and stories may be stillborn. When writers talk to each other, what they discuss is always to do with this imaginative space, this other time. "Have you found it? Are you holding it fast?"
Doris Lessing, Nobel Prize Speech, 2007
Since I've been writing about Ursula Leguin in the previous post, I felt like re-reading what I wrote on the occasion of finding a signed copy of "The Habit of Loving" by another author who has had profound influence on me, Doris Lessing. I found the book, signed with a note from the author, in a pile of cast out books on the street, in 2007, the same year Lessing received the Nobel Prize at the age of 88. __
Since I tend to think of synchronicities as a form of grace and message, this was an important one that I've pondered on often. I've been reflecting that the habit of loving is the only truly necessary habit to cultivate.
We're often "tapped on the shoulder" by angels, and pre-occupied with daily concerns, we fail to notice miracles fluttering like their translucent wings under our very noses.
Ecologist and philosopher David Abram has commented that perception is "a reciprocal phenomenon organized as much by the surrounding world as by oneself". He suggests that a two-way dynamic of energy exchange may be going on. In contrast to our idea of a non-living world we simply observe or act upon, Abram asserts that "the psyche is a property of the ecosystem as a whole", suggesting that we move beyond the notion that "one's mind is nothing other than the body itself". Another way of putting it might be that we are "ensouled" in the whole world, a Conversant and Responsive World.
As writer Alice Walker has said, "the Universe responds."
"I've been depressed this winter, which led me to go into therapy to tell some of the stories of my personal life, and hopefully untangle them so I can move through the bardo of transition I've been mired in........the Habit of Loving is the discipline from which creativity arises, and without it's hopeful window, the river dries up. I've been blessed to find a wise counselor to listen to me. And in the "unmasking process" (as she puts it) I've often felt like a ghost within the "legend" of my former self.......therapy is rather a painful process!"
I reflect again, being at the end of my therapy, the message of the title of that little book. The habit of loving, especially in the dark times of ones life, is a discipline to hold to. A way to live.
In her Nobel speech, Lessing remembers her life early life in Africa, in Zimbabwe, formerly Rhodesia. She urges us to remember how precious the gifts of literacy really are, remembering how desperately important it is to those who live without schools, or books in her former homeland. Here is the speech, from the Nobel Prize site.
And here's something she says about Story:
"We have a bequest of stories, tales from the old storytellers, some of whose names we know, but some not. The storytellers go back and back, to a clearing in the forest where a great fire burns, and the old shamans dance and sing, for our heritage of stories began in fire, magic, the spirit world. And that is where it is held, today.Ask any modern storyteller and they will say there is always a moment when they are touched with fire, with what we like to call inspiration, and this goes back and back to the beginning of our race, to fire and ice and the great winds that shaped us and our world. The storyteller is deep inside everyone of us. The story-maker is always with us. Let us suppose our world is attacked by war, by the horrors that we all of us easily imagine. Let us suppose floods wash through our cities, the seas rise . . . but the storyteller will be there, for it is our imaginations which shape us, keep us, create us - for good and for ill.
It is our stories that will recreate us, when we are torn, hurt, even destroyed. It is the storyteller, the dream-maker, the myth-maker, that is our phoenix, that represents us at our best, and at our most creative."**