Here is a story I wrote a long time ago, at a time of great change. I was in one of those liminal zones that can be so very transformative - I was living in a little trailer in the deserted grounds of the Arizona Renaissance Faire, months before it would open. Just me, winter in the Sonoran Desert, and my cat. And a few refugees from winter like myself, scattered throughout the ghostly Renaissance Faire village. I had left my life in the East Coast, and had no idea, yet, where I would go next. It had not revealed itself, the "direction of the road", and I was not ready to know yet anyway. What I found that winter was the solitude and quietude I needed to open to a new life, and to bless and release the old one. This little story came from that time..........
Friday, August 2, 2024
La Mariposa
Here is a story I wrote a long time ago, at a time of great change. I was in one of those liminal zones that can be so very transformative - I was living in a little trailer in the deserted grounds of the Arizona Renaissance Faire, months before it would open. Just me, winter in the Sonoran Desert, and my cat. And a few refugees from winter like myself, scattered throughout the ghostly Renaissance Faire village. I had left my life in the East Coast, and had no idea, yet, where I would go next. It had not revealed itself, the "direction of the road", and I was not ready to know yet anyway. What I found that winter was the solitude and quietude I needed to open to a new life, and to bless and release the old one. This little story came from that time..........
Thursday, June 20, 2024
The Summer Solstice 2024
SOJOURNS IN THE PARALLEL WORLD
Denise Levertov
Monday, June 10, 2024
A Poem by May Sarton
Now I Become Myself
Now I become myself. It’s taken
Time, many years and places;
I have been dissolved and shaken,
Worn other people’s faces,
Run madly, as if Time were there,
Terribly old, crying a warning,
‘Hurry, you will be dead before-’
(What? Before you reach the morning?
Or the end of the poem is clear?
Or love safe in the walled city?)
Now to stand still, to be here,
Feel my own weight and density!
The black shadow on the paper
Is my hand; the shadow of a word
As thought shapes the shaper
Falls heavy on the page, is heard.
All fuses now, falls into place
From wish to action, word to silence,
My work, my love, my time, my face
Gathered into one intense
Gesture of growing like a plant.
As slowly as the ripening fruit
Fertile, detached, and always spent,
Falls but does not exhaust the root,
So all the poem is, can give,
Grows in me to become the song,
Made so and rooted by love.
Now there is time and Time is young.
O, in this single hour I live
All of myself and do not move.
I, the pursued, who madly ran,
Stand still, stand still, and stop the sun!
May Sarton
Tuesday, May 21, 2024
A Blessing by Mary Oliver
Photo by Theresa Barney |
I know, you never intended to be in this world.
But you're in it all the same.So why not get started immediately.I mean, belonging to it.And to write music or poems about.
Bless the feet that take you to and fro.Bless the eyes and the listening ears.Bless the tongue, the marvel of taste.Bless touching.You could live a hundred years, it's happened.Or not.I am speaking from the fortunate platform of many years,none of which, I think, I ever wasted.Do you need a prod?Do you need a little darkness to get you going?Let me be as urgent as a knife, then, and remind you of Keats,so single of purpose and thinking, for a while,he had a lifetime.~Mary Oliver, from Blue Horses
Maybe our world will grow kinder eventually.
Maybe the desire to make something beautiful
is the piece of God that is inside each of us.
............ Mary Oliver
Wednesday, May 15, 2024
Persephone
My audio poem Persephone's Feast Day
was presented at Kathy Keler's Carport Theatre recently, put to the extraordinary music of Metisse (the piece is from their album Nomah's Land)
I was pleased to share this poem, which has a lot of meaning for me. Persephone is the Goddess of the turning wheel of planetary life; for she is both the Spring Maiden who brings the rebirth of the world at the spring equinox, and she is also the fearsome Queen of Death, who rules for part of the year in the underworld with Hades. She is the ever changing Goddess of liminality.
https://soundcloud.com/user-972033003/persephones-feast-day
Saturday, May 11, 2024
The Ghosts of Mendocino
Thursday, April 11, 2024
After the Eclipse, the Blue Stars
Eclipse, slow, breathless, silent
even the sparrows are silent, the cat
pauses, round eyed like a statue of Bast,
listening, The Sun
the Sun is disappearing:
the Great Dragon, or warring Gods
are eating the Sun. Shades of distant
Ancestors watch in terror among their offerings,
their chanted prayers. But we just stop,
pause to watch with awe, and unspoken, primal fear
a great celestial event.
And then slowly
shadows of crescent suns appear on the pavement,
flickering like silver coins
announcing the return
of the generous, triumphant Sun.
At night, quiet still remains, the Stars appear,
singing their songs of magnitude, of suns
birthing and dying on the black canvas of time,
On the ground, crescent shadows seem to linger.
April 8, 2024
Tuesday, December 26, 2023
Beannacht ("Blessing") for the New Year
On the day when
the weight deadens
on your shoulders
and you stumble,
may the clay dance
to balance you.
And when your eyes
freeze behind
the grey window
and the ghost of loss
gets in to you,
may a flock of colours,
indigo, red, green,
and azure blue
come to awaken in you
a meadow of delight.
When the canvas frays
in the currach of thought
and a stain of ocean
blackens beneath you,
may there come across the waters
a path of yellow moonlight
to bring you safely home.
May the nourishment of the Earth be yours,
May the clarity of light be yours,
may the fluency of the ocean be yours,
may the protection of the ancestors be yours.
And so may a slow
wind work these words
of love around you,
an invisible cloak
to mind your life.
~ John O'Donohue
Thursday, December 14, 2023
Blue Stars
A poem I wrote a long time ago for someone, and never shared with anyone. He died very recently. Remembering him, I think it is time to share the poem. Beyond even what we call love, there is a place where we meet, perhaps, where we go Home.
Blue Stars
"Who wants to understand the poem
must go to the Land of Poetry"
......
Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe
Weary ideas rise and fall
the mind retreats at last into blessed exhaustion
I taste that blood-red honey wine
I entered a lucid dream,
and found a lucid life.
Through an open window,
Night reveals a black, far horizon
a landscape layered with memories
made of memories
I hear the blue stars singing
"Wait for me,
Wait
for me"
I wish I could tell you
what I have seen
in the homelands.
Perhaps,
in that country,
we are of each other at last......
You take my hand, we walk together
in that green and splendid meadow.
I offer you a glass; you raise your cup to mine.
Lips touch, a butterfly rises between us
and flies into the morning
from the other side of forever.
Through an open window,
I hear the blue stars singing.......
I write this in a small, dark room,
a cluttered here, a mute now
wishing I could be young again,
wishing I could feel something other than foolish.
I will always remember you between, always between
regret and joy, hello and goodbye
delight and sorrow, truth and lies
that bright, endarkened landscape
I saw you in.
(2002)
All artwork and text unless otherwise specified is COPYRIGHT Lauren Raine 2024
Thursday, July 13, 2023
O Taste and See
O Taste and See
by Denise LevertovThe world is not with us enoughO taste and see
the subway Bible poster said,meaning The Lord, meaningif anything all that livesto the imagination’s tongue,
grief, mercy, language,tangerine, weather, tobreathe them, bite,savor, chew, swallow, transform
into our flesh ourdeaths, crossing the street,plum, quince,living in the orchardand being
hungry, and pluckingthe fruit.
The Night Blooming Cereus |
Lemons from my lemon tree |
"We are given a vision so bountifulwe can only gaze with eyes wide,
like a child in summer's first garden.
The Guest-House
This being human is a guest-house.Every morning a new arrival.A joy, a depression, a meanness,some momentary awareness comesas an unexpected visitor.
Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they're a crowd of sorrows,who violently sweep your houseempty of its furniture,still, treat each guest honorably.He may be clearing youout for some new delight.
The dark thought, the shame, the malice,
meet them at the door laughing,and invite them in.Be grateful for whoever comes,because each has been sentas a guide from beyond.