Fallow Time
by Mirabai Starr
Tuesday, November 12, 2019
by Mirabai Starr
Tuesday, November 12, 2019
When speaking of art, we most often think of
the finished product whether it be a painting, a drawing, a performance, a
sculpture, a poem, or another expression of creativity. Today, I invite you to
consider the evolving process of creation as described by my friend Mirabai
Starr who believes, as I do, that each of has the capacity to offer something
new to the world. It does not come quickly or easily, but few things of any
depth or value ever do. Mirabai writes:
A miraculous event unfolds
when we throw the lead of our personal story into the transformative flames of
creativity. Our hardship is transmuted into something golden. With that gold we
heal ourselves and redeem the world. As with any spiritual practice, this
creative alchemy requires a leap of faith. When we show up to make art, we need
to first get still enough to hear what wants to be expressed through us, and
then we need to step out of the way and let it. We must be willing to abide in
a space of not knowing before we can settle into knowing. Such a space is
sacred. It is liminal, and it’s numinous. It is frightening and enlivening. It
demands no less than everything, and it gives back tenfold.
There is a vital connection
between creativity and mysticism. To engage with the creative impulse is to
agree to take a voyage into the heart of the Mystery. Creativity bypasses the
discursive mind and delivers us to the source of our being. When we allow
ourselves to be a conduit for creative energy, we experience direct
apprehension of that energy. We become a channel for grace. To make art is to
make love with the sacred. It is a naked encounter, authentic and risky,
vulnerable and erotically charged.
The muse rarely behaves the
way we would like her to, and yet every artist knows she cannot be controlled.
Artistic self-expression necessitates periods of quietude in which it appears
that nothing is happening. Like a tree in winter whose roots are doing
important work deep inside the dark earth, the creative process needs fallow
time. We have to incubate inspiration. We need empty spaces for musing and
preparing, experimenting and reflecting. Society does not value its artists,
partly because of the apparent lack of productivity that comes with the
creative life. This societal emphasis on goods and services is an artifact of
the male drive to erect and protect, to engineer and execute, to produce and
control. Art begins with receptivity. Every artist, in a way, is feminine, just
as every artist is a mystic. And a political creature. Making art can be a subversive
act, an act of resistance against the deadening lure of consumption, an act of
unbridled peacemaking disguised as a poem or a song or an abstract rendering of
an aspen leaf swirling in a stream.
Gateway to Presence:
If you want to go deeper with today’s meditation, take note of what word or phrase stands out to you. Come back to that word or phrase throughout the day, being present to its impact and invitation.
If you want to go deeper with today’s meditation, take note of what word or phrase stands out to you. Come back to that word or phrase throughout the day, being present to its impact and invitation.
Article from Richard Rohr and Center for Action and Contemplation,
Nov. 12, 2019.
Adapted from Mirabai
Starr, Wild Mercy: Living the Fierce and Tender Wisdom of the Women
Mystics (Sounds True: 2019) 159-160.
Image credit: Marion
Greenwood (standing in front of mural painted for the WPA Federal Art
Project, detail), Archives of American Art, Washington, DC, June 4, 1940.
